Just fooling around with my webcam. Hahaha!
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Wedding,Tahong & Allergies
I forgot the exact date I dreamed of this but today is June 26,2011 and I am pretty sure I dreamed of this last week.
I was getting ready for a wedding which I didn't realize was mine. Only when I was about to change into my wedding gown that I realize that it was my own wedding that I was preparing for.
The setting changed. I was wearing a gown but it seems to me that we are having the reception first before the ceremony. There were a variety of foods on the table then I decided to try for the first time the Baked Tahong. I felt itchy all over after that then when I decided to look in the mirror, there were rashes all over my face. :(
I got very anxious then I thought of consulting my groom about postponing the wedding because I was not looking my best and I wanted my wedding photo to look perfect.
Then the dream ended... weird.
Best That's Ever Been Mine
I don't know what to give you this 11th month of being together. I think you already have everything you need and I don't feel mushy this month.I have no plans of giving you a written love letter yet, just in case Dan2x decides to read everything and blackmails you with it (like what you did to him! haha).Instead, I decided to go Miley Cyrus and say the Seven things I like about you.
Top 7 things I like about you
- You're sweet in your own little ways.
- You're funny and wise.
- You listen to me...
- rant out, even if it's about Noynoy Aquino and other societal issues you don't even give a damn about.
- even if you're mad.
- even if my jokes are corny
You are conceited. hahaha! erase this
- You show me how much you want me to become part of your life.
- When things are not going my way, you make me feel that everything's gonna be alright.
- You never fail to remind me about Him.
- You know na. :)
I wish I could play the song below for you but my guitar has no strings and I can only strum one way.
Mine
You were in college working part time waiting tables
Left a small town, never looked back
I was a flight risk with a fear of falling
Wondering why we bother with love if it never lasts
I say can you believe it?
As we're lying on the couch
The moment I could see it
Yes, yes, I can see it now
Do you remember we were sitting there by the water?
You put your arm around me for the first time
You made a rebel of a careless man's careful daughter
You are the best thing that's ever been mine
Flash forward and we're taking on the world together
And there's a drawer of my things at your place
Why I did not take up Medicine...err for now
I am often asked,if not bugged, by friends why I did not take up medicine right after graduating from college. And every time they do, i almost always jokingly say it's because I don't want to stay in a school during the prime years of my life. I want to savor my youth. When I spend four years more in a university, when I finally finish the whole medical course, I'll be older than I am now and the sensations at that age will be different compared with the sensations now, at this age. Get it? ;) But kidding aside, I have thought about this for quite a while and I still have not got a single, serious answer. Instead, I came up with gazillions of excuses for myself.
- It's just not my passion. - An almost valid excuse except that I know for a fact that I have many passions and some of them are solving problems, diagnosing what's wrong with people and luckily, find the cure or get stabbed trying.
- I have no money. - This should be on number 1 but I realized there are hundreds of medicine students whose family finances are in jeopardy and they did not make this an excuse. If there's a will, there's always a way...right? errr...
- I have no will. - Who is Will? Shit. I am not willing to study again. I'm too dumb to be required to read medical books from cover to cover. After nursing, I am not willing to go through the hassle of a medical course, again. Yeah right. Who am I kidding? I love learning and I read medical books like novels because the liver and the kidney's tragic love stories fascinate me. I love the hassle of a medical course like how a chocoholic loves chocolate. It's bad for me but it keeps me 'alive'.
- My brain is fried. - Another failed self-deception. Those nosy friends know the truth. :p
- The doctors themselves want to become nurses. - Now i think this is more like it. The doctors themselves want to become nurses to get out of the country and earn a better salary. So why again should I want to become a doctor?One reason: so that I will ''want'' to become a nurse.Great.
- Doctors themselves claim their profession is taking up family time.- The doctors I know, and those I don't (Grey's anatomy peeps) claimed that the on-call duties keep them away from family almost all the time. But I think nursing duty schedules also mess up bonding time except that I have not heard nurses complain about this. Some of the nurses I know who are working abroad get to bring their family with them and have nice facebook photos of their family bonding time.
- I want to work abroad- Doctors get stuck in the country they graduated in.Some lucky few get to practice medicine in another country but then again, that's quite a few.They cannot practice in another country if they don't study there for a year (depends on the rules on each country) and the one year fee is very expensive. Here's another sad one: foreign countries usually prefer their 'own' doctors.
- Mostly, doctors' children are not taking up medicine.- I know I shouldn't be comparing but there really is a significant pattern here. Get it? They have seen what it is like to live in a family with a doctor and they did not want to follow in their footsteps. Not that it's not a noble profession because it really is. I don't know their reasons but one thing is for sure: It raises an eyebrow.
- I don't want to be away from my family. -They are there. I am here. I cannot study medicine there because it costs a million per semester. Such a waste considering it's just less than a hundred thousand per semester here.
- I have yet to think of a better excuse.
Sleep Paralysis and Boyce Avenue
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the setting: my bedroom the dream: guy in my bedroom; couldn't move in my dream; couldn't see his face; super scared! For dragging details, read post below. |
Okay, today is the 7th of June. On this day, I woke up at 6:45am to wake my boyfriend up for his duty. I usually call him at around this time to wake him up since we are not under the same roof. After that, I got up and ate some breakfast, went back to my room, logged in my fb account and had music on full blast. All the songs in my playlist are by the Boyce avenue, by the way...(gahhhh, I better encode fast before I forget the dream details.) After a few unproductive activities in fb, I decide to go back to sleep with the acoustic music on full blast.
It was probably a quarter to 10am when I slept then I had this dream. I thought I was already awake since the setting was still in my room, with the same music playing then suddenly someone started singing along with the song. It was a guy's voice. I could not see his face since I was lying sideways away from where I think he was. Then later I could not distinguish if he was the one singing the song or he was just singing along. His voice started blending with the song which I do not mind by the way since he too had a nice voice. ;)
But just when I thought about his nice voice, I realized that he should not be here in my room!I wondered who this guy was so I decided to
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